I have a little secret.
I've been taking a nap with Miss M almost everyday.
Who wouldn't want to snuggle with that?
School starts in less than a month and I'm going to be sorry when I'm trying not to fall asleep in finance class!
In sad news, my favorite water bottle has turned up missing.
This is the last known picture of it {thanks to Miss M}. I've had to take regular 16 oz bottle to the gym, which sucks because I have to refill it about a million times. I have a hard time drinking plain water through out the day, but when I sweat I drink it like it's going out of style.
I went to the Dr. yesterday, I had to drag the kid along, all of my baby-sitters fell through. She was good, except for trying to talk over me when I was talking to the Dr. I swear she thinks everything is competition! I have NO IDEA where she gets that from :)
***on a side note: those of you with kids, when do they grow out of the tattletale phase?? I'm tired of being told on ALL. THE. TIME. Seriously, shut the lid!
***on a side note: those of you with kids, when do they grow out of the tattletale phase?? I'm tired of being told on ALL. THE. TIME. Seriously, shut the lid!
So, the Dr. doesn't think my working out is affecting my cycles. She didn't seem concerned at all about the fact that I was working out 2 hours a day.
In fact she was concerned that I was not ovulating, which is weird because my temps always show that I do, but she said those are not reliable??
She took some blood work to check my progesterone anyways, if I don't get knocked up this round I'll go back to make sure that I am indeed ovulating.
Other than that they don't do much until you've been trying a year.
I still plan to stick with my one hour a day at the gym for this month and see if it has any effect.
I really missing running, I've done 5ish miles a couple times on the weekend, but I'm craving a nice 10 mile ass kicker.
Spin is a good alternative because it's so fast paced and actually can condition your legs to help you run faster. I spin at least 4x a week and do an advanced step class on the other days.
My eating on the other hand has been atrocious!
I seriously fell off the wagon and hit every piece of chocolate on the way down. The problem is I'm having a hard time caring. My weight is the same, it's been the same for the last decade {or year, whatever} so I'm really struggling with depriving myself of what I want when I don't feel it makes a difference.
On the other hand I'm not satisfied with how I look. I'm not UNHAPPY, but I just don't feel 'done'.
I'm hoping when school starts to get a little motivation from being back in a routine. I think I may even do a 10 day cleanse to kick my sugar habit, which I swear is like crack to me.
One last thing, I saw the most offensive saying on some jerks truck the other day.
{JAK IT UP fat chicks can't jump}
Seriously. I don't care if you are fat or skinny this is wrong on so many levels. I'm wanted to roll down my window and give him a piece of my mind, but I had the kid in the back and you know you can't be yelling at random people out the car window when your kids are around :)
It still annoys me just seeing this picture.
Happy Tuesday!
One last thing, I saw the most offensive saying on some jerks truck the other day.
{JAK IT UP fat chicks can't jump}
Seriously. I don't care if you are fat or skinny this is wrong on so many levels. I'm wanted to roll down my window and give him a piece of my mind, but I had the kid in the back and you know you can't be yelling at random people out the car window when your kids are around :)
It still annoys me just seeing this picture.
Happy Tuesday!



































